Tuesday, 6 September 2016

I am still thinking about you. About how we ended up like this. Still thinking where did it went wrong. 
Eventhough I tried my best to understanding you. Let you lead me. Still, it doesn't make you reassured. 
I don't know what's wrong and what went wrong. 
Or maybe the problem was you all along. 
No matter how hard I tried to complement you. It is not enough. Will never be enough if you're still like this. 

I still do miss you. I miss us. 
But what can I do? 
I hate being ignored.
I hate heartless reply. 
I hate cold reply as if you don't even want to talk to me at all. 

I am not the One I used to be. I am not that strong now. I can't endure that feeling anymore. I am all grown up. Or so I think. I am more liberate person now. 
I rather let you be than trying to talk to you. Maybe it doesn't effect you at all, but for me trying to talk to you, communicate with you hurts me a lot. 
I choose to stay silent and quite. 
What can I do? If the problem were you all along. 

- Myself, Tuesday 6th Sep, 2016.

Someday you're gonna feel it.

Monday, 5 September 2016

Thursday, 1 September 2016

I still remember those days when
I tought we are the center of the world. 
I thought we are bound together no matter what hardness came by.
I thought you and I were meant for each other.
I thought I was your everything you could've dream and hope for.
I thought you are the one that would last long.
I thought you will fought anything to be with me.

And Then I realize that you were not what I've been tought all those times.
I am just a passerby In your life, so do I. 
We just crossed each other path of our life, not to stay together. 

Friday, 26 August 2016

So what if it did not fade? 
What does it mean? 

Sunday, 10 July 2016

Eid Mubarak 1437 H ❤️

Happy Eid Mubarak 1435 H for all Moslem in the World❤️ 
May Allah SWT accept our fasting on this Ramadhan. 
I hope you all and your family be blessed by Allah SWT. 

Friday, 1 July 2016

You're still and always full of yourself. 
When I am never mad at you or at least hold my anger from you. You did whatever you want to do. 
Blame me for the tiniest mistake of me. 
The mistake that I still can't control it.